Today is my first day typing a blog. I have decided that having a blog is just about the only way I can get my daily frustrations out and "heard" with out them actually being "heard". I am in a difficult transition in life and it's such a mess. Yet among all of the chaos...I have 3 beautiful little boys and a crazy ass yellow lab ( my 4th boy). I am seriously contemplating some very big changes in the very near future. Changes that are sure to be unwelcoming to others.